listening to twin fantasy mirror to mirror while also watching adventure time. things feel and are different. i absolutely hate acne btw. looking forward to my brother's birthday on 8th. i do want a cutscene. i will never stop loving twin fantasy no matter how i feel towards it. right now it feels very distant and behind. not that i feel ahead. this year was ok. i can't say bad but yes definetly very overwhelming and consuming and futile. sometimes i feel okay though. like when i woke up today. mm came with a cup of tea for me and dad came soon as well. i woke up around 1but no one ws yelling at me. siblings were at school and i got that single child feeling. sometimes it catches up to mr even though i don't care about it like last night when i was studying in the hall and my dad and sister slept in one room and my brother and mom in one room. in front of me are my twelth grade books. i am in my brother's room. i find my room a bit to depressing especially the walls and my desk that have stuff from 2020. i really really really want to take it all down. i should do something. i have time and a lot on my list. soon it will be 2026. i haven't moved on from the previous years. i don't like the passing time and how i am constantlyrunning out of it. i will get back to adventure time.