y'all

Not completing my previous posts. What happened TODAY is that I was at basketball practice and the ball was deflated so I went to the sports room and this one boy I lowkey look up to (he plays well and is the same age as me) came to help out of ALL the other other people ( being my delusional self) AND if felt SO weird and I probably did silently laugh but like I'm on my knees and he's standing directly in front of me and yk what position. Teh worst part is i had to insert this tube in the hole in a ball and it felt so weird. And this guy he's pumping and I'm just like hmmmmmmm. Hmmmmm. Brain empty like what the fuck it wa sso weird. Chat, I'm prolly in my straight era☹️