Okay so i don't write much about college on here even if i do it's probably some dude i hate. I try not to give them much importance. what i am pissed about is, okay so college opens on 9th and um it was extended till14th (WHICH ME AND A FRIEND ASKED) and now this other girl from another dept texts me her mass bunk is till 21. I WISH. MAN. I kinda don't wanna go. honestly if we do mass bunks it won't be an issue because this semester is long. ALSO it's gonna be fucking hard because i have 5 labs, which is like daily. I did have an ece lab last sem but i rarely paid attention cause it was at 9 fucking am. Also combined with the fact that i never did theory class so i never had an fucking clue. ALSO i will have to study FROM BOOKS if i wanna pass. like this shit is HARD, and yes, HARDER than me if you're wondering. WHIVH REMINDS ME OF Michael Reeves uploaded a short i saw. Omg, he is literally such an icon for me like how are you so skilled like i wanna be like you. He is so cool. I really wanna build stuff but idk man i just listen to music all day.
Also, i watched two movies last night. The first one was with a classmate. She's nice and i genuinely like her mostly because she's the only one in my entire fucking college who knows stuff what i do. If i'm being honest, she's like a less cooler version of my friend A. A is at an internship btw and somehow her bestfriends birthday is the same as Bristol's lol. Anyway, so the movie we watched was LGBTQ which i wasn't quite aware of. I mean it was a movie that i would prefer watching alone because well it was something i hold close but yea she wasn't like too wrong to watch it with cause she gets it, i guess. Also the fact that i did figure out the entire movie in the first few scenes and it lowkey went exactly as i planned. Really loved it. I don't rewatch stuff but i would rewatch this. A lot of people on letterboxd wrote they won't rewatch this but honestly this movie kinda gives me comfort and honstly it reminded me of 2013. I really wanna meet those kids again. I hope they're alright wherever they are. I really won't forget that day when instead of playing we formed a circle and i asked them and then they all confirmed. I was one of the youngest. There were these sibings and um there was this guy who was either a year older but i think he was a year younger than me . I think he was younger yes. I think wwe all held hands and started hating stickers from that day onwards lol, atleast i did. I really wanna meet them even though i don't remember them or anything much about them. I could ask my parents but i won't. I really did like the movie. There's another movie which i like and that was also released in 2004. They really did make movies for me before my birth lol. I actally felt really nice after watching the movie, even tho i was really tired cause i was out all day . I might just watch it again this year. Alone this time.
The second movie was Aftersun. So i haven't mentioned a lot of people from college and i don't intend to either because i don't like them enough to give them that importance. But, there's this guy who's my friend and he is a year older than me. So like he'll be a 3rd year student. Honestly i do have other guy friends in college including him and i don't like talking to them. I like the guys in my class though. I talk to like quite many of them and they're all very nice. I even introduced one guy to my parents when they visited me. He's okay but didn't save me when that fuck ass dg was chasing me so negative aura points for that. Okay so this friend well i don't like him probably because the major reason being he'll be like " ph yea flatsound i know him yea oh and i had a lil peep phase yes" like stop. The reason I'm actually writing this post is because he's at the gym rn and texts me something about liking 21 pilots like sybau don't pmo. Oh and yes he listens to Sufjan as well because well i like Sufjan Stevens. Mind you he does not like these artists the way i do. Also other music related rant. Also he kinda does get my humor but then i don't like that for idk why. I mean okay i hope he NEVER reads this but like i do not fw him heavy for a lot of reasons that aren't honestly reasonable. Just because i don't feel like. Same goes with my other guy friends online, especially our shared interests aahh. Oh and this guy btw is friends with a classmate of mine from school like kill me atp. So, anyway, i did go to sleep after the first movie. but then he was free and so we decided to watch a movie at 2am. He was streaming it and it kept lagging for me plus it didn't have captions so it was a bit hard to understand at certain parts. I did try watch it parallely from anothr browser but that stopped working after an hour. then i started watching his stream again. Honestly the movie was a dad and his daughter being on a vacation and the dad being depressed and shit but like not showing it to his daughter is what i got from the movie. I might be completly wrong but like listen if it was me, i would rather be depressed on a vacation to Turkey yk like the dad ahhh that was a joke don't come for me if you love the movie. I'm just a silly letterboxd user. I mean he is a nice guy and i do consider him a friend no harsh feelings but like you don't have to pretend to like the things i do like it'svery natural to be human and have your own opinions about the same thing even if they are comppletly the opposite. Just like every other friendship in college this one feels superficial as well, more because he says he likes the same thing as me but like ik he dosen't.
Before moving on i have self diagnosed my self as Lactose intolerant. that shit sucks considering dairy and sugar are ike a huge part of my diet. i want mommy i want milk. sorry. but like cheese always made me feel uneasy which is why pizza is my least favourite fast food. Two slices are more than enough for me. I like eating pizza with my brother though it's one of his favourite foods. I really hope i'm never allergic to penuts. I fucking love penuts. I LOVE crunchy peanut butter especially this one brand that comes with a blue label. I;ve been convincing my mom to buy one as it's very healthy which it is btw. Its like 179 ruppees for like 750 grams. like come on, buy it mom i won't eat that in one day i promise. I honestly love penut butter so much. i think i have some sort of built in dislike for people who critize penut butter like stfu you don't say bad things about stuff that i love. Oh and also my mom is using me </3. So my dad knows i love pineapples. he brought one on 26 and i haven't ate it yet. mom makes me do work with the freed of chopping that pineapple but never really does :/ i love you pineapple. ah i really do classify as wgore when it comes to liking fruits cause like ok i like pineapples, coconuts(not very much tbh at the moment), ice apples, bananas. also hoew different my relationship history is with each fruit. then we have the "is it love?" fruits which includes watermelon and pears. ahhhh. then we also have the lust category where i be wanting to eat fruits i probably won't like notably avocado and drago druit. Then we have premium lust wgich goes to strawberries, blueberries and cherries. then we have lust++ going to raspberries. then we have the people category where my feeling for these fruits is simlilar to how i feel towards most people, grapes not that much but mango a lot. then we have the mortal enemy category where i fucking hate the fruit, yes, apple it is. I fucking hate apples, fuck you spples. then we have the lost love category which includes shit iomn fw anymore, including orages and chikoos or whatever the spelling is, haven't had that in years. i would say i am a very normal and causal enjoyer of lychees. can't remember other fruits, take me back to kindergarden. While we're at it, i would also like to mention my relationship with eggs, it's such and weird relationship, ever since childhood tbh. extreme love or extreme hate, no inbetween. rn, i would eat an omlette. but like deep inside i love eggs but i'm also disgusted by it sometimes, blame it on sulfuric acid, and yes ik chemistry fuk off.
SO, i slept around 4:40??? and my friend s calls at 10:50 somerhing. Nothing wakes me up except phone calls, that's because of my ringtone, it's from a movie i love. Anyway at first i was like why would you call me cause i hate waking up from sleep but man she is SUCH AN ANGEL because 10 mins later my dad return from work and thanks to her i was up. Love you queen. so yea, i will be going to meet her and probably Bristol as well. Also, newsflash, i will be wearing glasses. As a kid i was obsessed but like i realised in hs thay it isn't fun. I just though people with glasses look so cool, AND THEY DO. I kinda want those glasses like will Toledo, yes i am obsessed i am sorry beat me up or something, like my fucking Pinterest is just him. S actually wanted to meet yesterday but i was out obviously and she asked where and i told her and she actually gave a really good rec for glasses. Which did remotely sounds similar to what Bristol has but anyway. Oh and about yesterday, we ate at kfc, i have a lot of childhood memeories of eating at that place i hope it never shutss down. Anyway, i was a bit tired and i just wanted to have a nice meal with my family. I see a guy, from my college, a friend of a friend, his girlfriend sits beside me during exams. he just walks in. we obviously didn;t talk but it really pisses me off when i see people from college outside college. yes it is petty but i can't help it. Just realsied my eyes are better now, they gave me this blinding eyedrops at the hospital istg. I LOVE YOU FRUITS, EXCEPT APPLE. FUCK YOU APPLE. gonna go cinvice my mom for the billionth time to chop them pineapples. I do not like today's lunch. I don't like most day's lunch. Healthy food does pmo. I also have regained my love, rather a new found love for rice this vacatioj. I also had a weird relationship with rice but mostly hated it but i like it now. Also no one could make me hate ghee. MOM PLEASE CUT THE PINEAPPLES FOR ME.
i'm back in like tens cause i also wanted to write about yes you guessed it Tyler Joseph. the man. i was watch his basketball clips. i really do love him, like in yk like an inspiration? ik i don't mention josh but that's because idk much about him. I CAN HEAR MY MOM CHOPPING THE PINEAPPLE YAY. also, i started absolutely loving pineapples last summer. dad brought whenever i helped him out. not very fond of Bristol's dad. One of the cons of having a sibling who likes the same stuff as you is sharing. I did NOT want to share that pineapple you best believe. I was nice though. I love you pineapples. I kinda yearn when me and my brother were so insane about pokemon and that made me so happy but now he like One Piece which my friend a aslo likes. ah i wish we could get back what we had, i miss having someone to talk to about pokemons and arguing with them. also I showed him the new Twenty One pilots mv and eh he wasn't that invested. Maybe one of these days my siblings will dance together like we used to on all our favourite songs, i honestly don't remember most of them but i guess we'll try. Gonna go listen to house of gold with him. he's a nice kid when he is himself. i think same for most people. maybe why i don't like college so much. I mean i don't write here much when i'm there which is good cause this is just for pointless rant but then i don't like genuinely like the things i do or the person i am. i don't know man, more three years. lowkey feels like charlie when he enters highschool except i didn't makr friendships like him. ah, will go shower bai, wanted to buy this bun for both my friends but the shop is closed MANNNN WHY fuck you sunday, just like tyler joseph said, don't remeber the lyric but ik he had beef with sundays. i like will toledo cause he got beef with the sun. need to listen to more sufjan stevens becaus ecar seat headrest id sefinitely in my top five this year. troye sivan bye bye we got will toledo now. and he's cuter. and older. not a reference to beach fagz.
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