there are certain things that really piss me off. one of them is stealing from me. today was NOT a good day. listening to twin fantasy makes me feel miserable enough, and then after writing the previous post i saw all the live performances of twin fantasy and then everything related to mystery of love. then, i watched a youtube video which was way better than the three hour omething movie i wagtched. i screenrecoded multiple sections and i left miultiples comments which the guy even liked. even though the yt vifeo was not more than 39 minutes i spent atleast two hours on it. honestly, i love that guy. i love the video. i recommeded him twin fantasy mirror to mirror to make he feel even miserable and he gonna listen now. since yesterday or more like the day before i wasn't doing well again.
i was supposed to get my an amazon pakage today with a lot of stuff including a customized will toledo tshirt. stolen. everything. called amazon and they were like hmmmmm we gonna raise an investigation. no refund no return. i was so pissed. also i have anger issues and i'm fucking pissed. not like i break things or anything i'm just angry and i need to control it and move on with my life but like i really was looking forward to the parcel, especially the tshirt, i even bought matching pants. bristol was nice. my mom was too. even my dad made me happy today, he called me all of a sudden because he wanted to talk to me. it was like a 5 min call but it was nice. i generally hate calls but not really if i like the other person which was true in this case. fuck you amazon thief. will toledo tshirt. also a new smurfs movie is out, i wish donnie darko was my boyfriend we could watch it together. why is my warden here dawg i am not on my best behavior. will cry to something now please leave song recommendations for crying to stolen amazon packages.
also the entire movie i was shaking my leg or looking up at the ceiling. i kid you not me screenrecoding the yt video i watched today had the same emotion as people recording this movie. i mean it was just "oh okay go fuck yourself" i mean i'm not someone who watches hindi romance movies. look my issue is just that it just felt very fake. i mean when i watch a movie i want it to make me feel something. i wish i could watch mysterious skin on the big screen instead. lsomeone was crying in the hall like stfu. i did get pissed like you gonna say i was pissed because it was an ohh boy and girl fall in love with each other story but no, i don't have an issue with that, atleasst make it real, like the people were too perfect and bullshit everywhere. i kept thinking about oyasumi punpun the entire time. i mean it has a boy and a girl storyline and i love it. i've been obsessed with it. i even got somewhat of a toothgap like aiko now and even have a haircut like her now. there's this picture of her stuck in my head that i've been trying to achieve sinnce the past few years. she was twenty in that panel. i would post it maybe i shouldn't.
anyway here is the yt video i saw. love him.
dad called rn. i am so happy. told him about my stolen package, he is on the call rn. he said he's gonna give me the stolen amount right now and i should't waste my mind on it. he also asked about the movie, i won't be upset about it anymore. i 'm glad he exists. mom told him, was on a call with her earlier. he cut the call saying don't worry be happy.
i will not bebad from tomorrow. i will keep holdoing onto the feeling that i came with. i need it to keep going. i have to study. i'll probably sleep or d calculus cring listening to who else but wil toledo and his band but i have a roomate so no crying.
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