KEXP is getting kissed tonight (by me)

 okay so even though i'm writing it today i meant to write this yesterday but did not have the time. i bought a new lip balm something that i really like and i was like haha who wants to kiss me and i look straight and i was like "not today willy boy" and then i look down and there is my very gorgeous book of electronics. won't kiss it though because it's from the library, lots of germs. Bristol mentioned mitski and that's what i listened to yesterday apart from twin fantasy. i saw her live on kexp, didn't realise they invite people apart from car seat headrest. they even have once more to see you like man come on i will not be crying. anyway, yesterday was pretty decent. i kinda didn't do much except cleaned shit and did a bit of calculus. i was feeling better. i also was on a call with my mom when this girl came in and my mom kept talking even though i showed her but she kept talking. i really wanted to talk to her but i am also kinda a sucker for privacy because i didn't want the girl or my roommate to be present. i mean it might sound funny why i'm paranoid about privacy when i literally stalk people or atleast did, excessively but if you think about it that's exactly the reason why, because i don't like when others get in the conversations i have with people. also my mom is so pretty omg, i feel like if you look pretty on a videocall you really are like super pretty cause like everytime i am on a videocall which is mostly with my mom i look like a racoon who just came out of a dumpster dive. anyway i feel like my mom is the prettiest among the five of us in our family like i know i might behave like a simp but like wow you're really pretty i'll actually listen to you more haha. also she has really nice teeth. not in a weird way. i don't remember much but i went to sleep before 11:30 and i was listening to twin fantasy and i know i slept around 12:30 or after because i was done listening to the entire album once. woke up at before 5:30 without an alarm or anything and did not oversleep. i spent like idk fifteen minutes on my phone and went to take a shower and i also washed my hair which took time. oh and if you feel absolutely didgusted scum of the earth make sure you wash your hair, it makes me feel much better atleast. i literally used to shower at like midnight in december last to last year with cold water to like feel shit and feel better. i like cleaning stuff as well, cleaned my comb today. i also don't like long nails (on me) my sister grows her, we are completely two different people but we love each other, i do now atleast. went for breakfast and they did not have banana which we get on mondays and wednesdays kinda wanted to throw a tantrum like a spoiled kid but i was like "ok". also while i was talking a shower i was thinking something about shampoo and i said "i do" and my head went "i do, lovvvvveee you, i dooo" so as any same person would i was watching this<3

Also Bristol told me she cleaned her bed yesterday which was really amazing so i decided i'll study on my desk instead of my bed AND now that i'm sitting here i'm closer to Will, let me show you wait. 

the iron belongs to my roommate, also while i was on the call with my mom she saw my posters especially the will toledo one and went "so this was your project" and i was like "haha! how can someone be so pretty haha love your teeth! haha!" kinda meant it. Also i was aware she was pretty it just hit me suddenly yesterday. oh and i finally did watch the eighth episode of rick and morty and i kinda felt bored because it was about jerry and just like his family i don't like him very much either and i was hoping the entire fandom dosen't either but oh boy was i wrong

i kinda wanna listen to the owl and the tanager so that's what i'll do and get back to studying after this. also i did like the beth episodes more, ig episode four was my absolute fav this season. Also the picture i have is that of the orgasmic man from 1969 by peter hugar. there are actually three pictures in the series that i use across multiple online profiles why is my stomach hurtingg aahh. don't drink excessive carbonated drinks, i mean i didn't but fuck it. i forgot what i was about to write but um yea forgot, also tyler joseph is very funny, he loveeeeees tricking the fandom like 

he's actually correct because the fandom fined meaning in everything. also it's funny how this album's lore arc is coming to an end after literally ten years but car seat headrest had their lore album this year.

oh and i love it when he writes songs forr his wife on the album it's so sweet when people actually love their partners. he said that while performing if Jenna isn't there he looks at Josh and performs it for him, that is so so sweet. I hope he has a song for Josh in this Album. I mean he did have songs for Josh in the last album which were not directly implied to him but obviously the feeling were the ones for Josh. love them. 

Also i head the live performance version of Stud yesterday and i literally was obsessed with it, i remember troye sounding different but anyway. I always loved the tshirt he wore in the video and this time i noticed it has the word "fantasy" in it, the day i learn embroidery stitching it's over for some people and i do have the genes or whatever to do that because my mom's an expert at it, she won't teach me tho. Also i was listening to Body's yeserday and spotify does not have the background vocals but Genius does and the lyrics are so sweet also i feel like Will tries to be sneaky but also makes it painfully obvious, there was also something avout watching the Wire i wanna watch it, not right now tho, I'm looking forward to django unchained and also maybe some david fincher or whatever his name his. I reallly really want Greg Araki to make a movie with me aahhh. Love you and your album Will Toledo.

I kinda wanna change my lockscreen which is a picture of mitch, i mean i did have his theme going on last ot last month and i love this picture of him, will probably print it out but i have another picture that fit's my phone well, very well. it also goes with the general theme of my phone, i had it in mind for the past few weeks but aah idk. I absolutely love my wallpaper and my notification sound. I am definetly not someone who takes pictures from pinterest and just sets them, my current wallpaper is probably my favorite one ever. i love looking at Will Toledo he is literally so cute omg, ok i need to be normal aaahh.

also there was a google event tomorrow that i was supposed to go to but honestly i really wouldn't do anything just go and listen so glad i didn't go, also i love my glasses but i stink it might be giving me acne but i still love it.  i'm gonna appropriately touch the will toledo poster now and sit to study bye y'all, keep brushing, i brushed twice yesterday and what did make me fall asleep was the pain in my teeth i did tell the doctor when i went on 13th and he gave me a toothpaste but i saw today and basically cavity shitt aahh fuck you cavities fuck you. also i love my hair rn so much like you should totally touch it even my roomate asked what i put lol also she lowkey freaky but anyway also she's like what is the size of your underwhere yesterday and i was like "🤓👍". today she asked who my bestfriend was and i guessed hers and she's like how'd you know like girl i have something to tell you but i won't. anyway, bye bye. 

I HATE WILL TOLEDO CAUSE HE MAKES ME LOWKEY CRY EVERYDAY like not real crying but like tears do come up. why? well today the reason is well i know that in the background vocals of bodys we have:

 I haven't watched you watch season 5 of The Wire

which was already sad enough also this isn't my favourite line from the song btw but yea anyway i was listening to beach death and:

 Don't wanna see, don't wanna watch

The Wire Season 2 by myself

Can he stop, i mean he technically did but like no Will Toledo, no. You're evil, you're not a good person.

I will not be listening to music for the rest of the day unless i get done with all my tasks keep crying Will.