my feelings are just another csh song

 top 5 feelings this week:

1. i want you to know that i'm awake/i hope you're asleep

2. Beast Monster Thing (love isn't love enough)

3. 1937 State Park

4. Sober to Death

5. Drunk Drivers/ Killer Whales

there are obviously more songs and other artists but omg csh love you. I haven't been studying. Also Bristol is so swesome, she helped me with Maths, love her, also i didn't wish you a happy new year so yea, happy new year. Last two months, dec and jan, were such extremes, extremem gratefulness and happiness or pure breakdowns. I can't rely on Adventure time for long. it'll be over soon and i have exams as well. i am so stressed. My parents are soooo pressed on me getting 8.5, yea lowk hard for me nhl but let's see. ugh.

dinner, bye. 

15260

 I am NOT doing well. Something that would fix a part of this is me studying I ws up all night again. Melbourne is NOT doing well and i think Bristol is just cursed by exams poor kid. I am on an adventure time marathon because it keeps me away from crying or other not so good activities. I was also going banaynays over finding out that seson 8's few episodes were missing from the website i am watching (cineby.gd/flixer.sh) so i scraped the entire net and i was freaking out because adventure time keeps me stable. i was crying so bad earlier yesterday. Talking to people doesn't help much ngl and i get better okay soon anyway. So i did not find S8 anywhere and i was about to not be good when ig some entity decided to save me and i found it here, i am currently watching the 8th episode. I knew about there being a mitski song in adventure time but boy this kinda made me feel okay. i was looking up not so good stuff earlier so this helped me a lot. Also Francis forever is my fav mitski song (or maybe second, The pearl is more relatable) but yea. Also today i am supposed to leave for my hostel but i haven't packed shit yet. my exams are from 16th and i haven't studied shit yet, i got a hackathon on 28th and i cant code shit, you see i cant do anything. i hate everythinng. 

ps: 15260 is the code for adventure time like : https://www.cineby.gd/tv/15260/8/1 although this will actually show you the 14th episode :(